62

Kau sadari Indira, bahwa di akhir tiap rezimmu, kau hidup sendiri dan hanya sendiri saja. Sekalipun pada satu waktu kau seorang ratu, yang hanya perlu satu kata untuk mengubah waktu.

Kini singgasanamu diambil dan semua orang pergi meninggalkanmu, itu saatnya kau sadar bahwa kau sudah terlalu lama ditopang selama ini. Kemana pejuang yang dulu, yang berusaha berdiri sendiri demi mendapat keadilan?

61

Please don't stay in my heart once you're gone
No matter how much I look around
You are no where to be found
But I keep hearing your voice
Even after I try to erase and erase all of your traces
As time passes, I feel you more
(Because-INFINITE)

60

Sampai di ujung larik ketika perpisahan sama artinya dengan perjumpaan. Sampai di ujung paragraf ketika namamu tak lagi membuatku terpaku. Sampai di penghujung halaman, ketika aku bisa mengingatmu dengan senyum.

Sampai nanti, entah kapan, sampai waktu melebur pahit, mungkin masih lama. Sampai nanti, di masa depan, ketika aku bisa mengingatmu dengan senyum.

#000: themes

001. Beginnings .
002. Middles.
003. Ends.
004. Insides.
005. Outsides.
006. Hours.
007. Days.
008. Weeks.
009. Months.
010. Years.
011. Red.
012. Orange.
013. Yellow.
014. Green.
015. Blue.
016. Purple.
017. Brown.
018. Black.
019. White.
020. Colourless. 		021. Friends.
022. Enemies.
023. Lovers.
024. Family.
025. Strangers.
026. Teammates .
027. Parents.
028. Children.
029. Birth.
030. Death.
031. Sunrise.
032. Sunset.
033. Too Much.
034. Not Enough.
035. Sixth Sense.
036. Smell.
037. Sound.
038. Touch.
039. Taste.
040. Sight.		041. Shapes.
042. Triangle.
043. Square.
044. Circle.
045. Moon.
046. Star.
047. Heart.
048. Diamond.
049. Club.
050. Spade.
051. Water.
052. Fire.
053. Earth.
054. Air.
055. Spirit.
056. Breakfast .
057. Lunch.
058. Dinner.
059. Food.
060. Drink.		061. Winter.
062. Spring.
063. Summer.
064. Fall.
065. Passing.
066. Rain.
067. Snow.
068. Lightening .
069. Thunder.
070. Storm.
071. Broken.
072. Fixed.
073. Light.
074. Dark.
075. Shade.
076. Who?
077. What?
078. Where?
079. When?
080. Why?		081. How?
082. If.
083. And.
084. He.
085. She.
086. Choices.
087. Life.
088. School.
089. Work.
090. Home.
091. Birthday.
092. Christmas.
093. Thanksgiving.
094. Independence.
095. New Year.
096. Writer‘s Choice.
097. Writer‘s Choice.
098. Writer‘s Choice.
099. Writer‘s Choice.
100. Writer‘s Choice.

59

He was never the type to actually hold something long. He would receive gifts and loose the little stuffs the following week, simple as that. So when he notices that his heart beats extra loud and fast when she is just talking to him casually, he decided that it's love. it's a little too fast, but he's gonna tell her and it's just the way he is, a little too fast.

(a hundred love song, 56sevens)

58


I was going to forget you. But I know in the end, no matter what I do, when I see your face, I'll end up loving you all over again. So it's kinda waste of time, isn't it? Forgetting you, I mean.

Sole

Laut itu, terlalu garang untukmu. Kau bisa diinjak namun kau tak pernah jadi badai, tak pernah juga suram. Laut itu, terlalu kejam untukmu. Kau pernah jadi tumbal tapi tak pernah kau pakai ombak untuk menyapu.


Laut itu, tidak terlalu dingin untukmu. Padahal kau bersinar terang dan tak pernah dingin barang sekali. Sekalipun kau hilang saat senja, kau tetap bisa dinanti di ufuk timur. Kau seperti matahari yang teramat terik dan panas, tapi tak pernah membunuh. Karena sekalipun kau kuat, kau punya hati.

57


i think i love you, so note well that you might be stuck with me for a lifetime.

(K - for a life time)

56

I seen it all, so I thought, but I never seen nobody shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change

(hey stephen - TS)

55:D

Begitu dekat, tapi terasa jauh. Rasa-rasanya ketika hampir tergapai, tiba-tiba dunia terbalik. Terus berulang, sampai entah harus berpikir apa. Entah harus merasa apa. Karena sekalipun dia terlihat pelik, dia tetap dia.