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I said farewell, to the life I left behind
To you, who left me
To you, who left the life I know
You said farewell, to everything you've had ever since
To me, who left you
To us, although there's never been us

253

What do you think,
I've been wondering,
About how a glass is supposed to break
Do you dream about your God too?
Or do you think it's a hallucination
The kind you get when mescaline purifies your blood

252

It's a one way trip, someone said

a step into the wonderland and you'll never return
You were like a piece of puzzle that couldn't fit anywhere
a chop of madness I'd been dying to taste
a cliff I'd wanted to jump into
a twisted game I'd wanted to play
I'm hanging by a rope, we both are
my throat is hurting and I can't breath
but I laugh like everything's alright
We're going to break free,
your eyes twinkling as you speak,
this life's been borish but soon we'll see the light

251

I've died, once
yet in the morning the sun is still there
as I blindly search for a way out
I hold my breath
I bite my lips
the reasons for second guessing keep the beats
metronome goes off
and whispers get louder
say, what's the point of living?

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Kalau kemana pun aku melihat ada bayangmu, kalau tiap kalimat yang terucap terdengar seperti suaramu, kalau siapapun yang ada di hadapanku bertumpuk dengan sosokmu, itu namanya apa?